Who had a cruel adolescence?

That you suddenly realized this world is cold and cruel, all the things your parents and teachers taught you were fake, your school and family pressed you that you couldn%26#039;t breathe, your teacher wanna help you but she couldn%26#039;t, coz I didn%26#039;t have problem, your best friend hanged herself, all you thought about throughout the day was %26quot;which one is the most beautiful, painless suicide method%26quot;?





Several years ago when I watched a Japanese creul adolescence movie %26quot;All about Lily chou chou%26quot;, I cried uncontrolablly because I had similar past.

Who had a cruel adolescence?
A lot of us go through some really tough things. I know I did. Being a teenager was tough enough without understanding that no one understood you and almost no one wanted to for a variety of reasons. But you know what things never stays the same. Time has a way of dealing with things and you changing your perceptive by growing up. Despite everything I always maintain and understood the fact the I had enough faith in myself to overcome these things. Finishing high school was a big challenge and when I was done I made a vow to myself that I was not going to give up on myself and finishing high school was the turning point in my life. Things changed for the better for me. Everyone always used to say that I was stubborn and I used to think that was a nasty thing. Being stubborn, having faith in myself earned me the right to be in control of myself. Then my life was absolutely wonderful. And it went uphill from there. Have faith. Don%26#039;t give up on yourself. Be stubborn. You will get to a better place in your life. And you will be glad that you did. You will make it. Good Luck.
Reply:when I was about 7-8 yrs old my own dad shot at me with a shotgun. I then realised this is the way my life goes and it is fairly accurate through school and now in later life. I don%26#039;t trust people very far as everytime I have they turned on me. I%26#039;m not as outgoing as I could be because of all this but I try to do my best , like they say your doomed and thats it. thanks for your time.
Reply:You must have been living a very simple and happy life. I already wanted to hurt or kill my parents at the age of six or seven. Yes, that%26#039;s how old I was when I found out how to kill and hurt people. I already experienced cruelty, pain, etc. since I was five or younger.


People who gets depressed eaily did not have such experiences until sometimes. Those kinds of people who has been living a happy life cannot deal with sudden depression or something similar to that. Your friend died? Oh please. What exactly happened to you in particular? Nothing.





Unlike you, I was alone. Nobody wanted to help me, nobody cared for me. My mother constantly told me that she wished I was never born and kept beating me, and my father did too. Until one day, I beat up my father in a fight at the age of 15. That%26#039;s when I was finally kicked out of the house. Even though I was never welcomed at the next life, I felt much better. Because I was at least able to eat something. All my parents did, was feed my food to their dogs whenever they felt like it. I lived my life alone even today as well. I%26#039;m actually starting to enjoy it and becoming successful. I%26#039;m telling all these personal things because I know that nobody will know who I am nobody ever will on this site.


Admit it, you just want attention, and think it%26#039;s cool to feel depressed. I%26#039;ve met a lot of people who are much worse than me. They were actually too embarassed just like me, to tell me such tragedy when there%26#039;s clearly no reason to be embarrassed about. But all the kids, they just tell me these smallest tragedy I%26#039;ve ever heard with confidence thinking that they had the worst and expects me to give that kid an attention. It%26#039;s just ridiculous. I told you only %26quot;some%26quot; of my stories. There was much worse in my life.
Reply:Well, I didn%26#039;t have all the same experiences as you, but I did suffer from a terrible, unending series of depression from late elementary school through college. I was screaming for help, but no one paid attention. My parents were in denial about any emotional problems and were also too busy dealing with the fact that my brother was having a baby at age 16.





I contemplated suicide almost continually. I couldn%26#039;t come up with a way that was guaranteed to work but wouldn%26#039;t be painful or leave a mess for others, etc. I even checked out books on suicide from the library and carried them around. I went to a small school (39 people in my graduating class) and NO ONE noticed.





I recently started going to therapy to deal with these past issues and the repercussions they have had - like me not going to anyone with any problem because I have had a precedent of people not caring or noticing.





It%26#039;s a hard fight, but it can get better. It%26#039;s hard to do on your own, though.
Reply:yes/but i myself decided i was gonna fight it and all the crap wot came my way and was thrown at me has turned me into one of the strongest people i know,and im better at bein a parent cos i learnt from mine how not to do parenting.comiting suicide is easy,harder to stay alive but more fulfiling proving to those who recked our childhoods and youth that they cant beat us.it is hard not havin someone to share it wiv at time.i fought it beat ie and proved to myself nothing was my fault only they who did what they did needed help,cos prob hapened to them as kids.so im strong enuff and broke the vicious circle and i live wiv aa smile on my face as im totally obsessed wiv my kids anyone looks at them wrong im their they have my support 24/7 and im proud i created them,hitting and abusin kids is wrong and ive broke the circle.ivwe created anew circle where partner kids and myself no one else alowed in.you will get there time is agreat healer visualise ya future where youl be and who yul become goodluck.
Reply:relax





everyone did





just get thru ado and life gets MUCH better





dont worry so much





enjoy!





honto!
Reply:Most people have cruel adolescence. But life can be even tougher for some. Amor fati! (Love your fate) Our destinies maybe the only thing that really belongs to us.
Reply:I hear ya girl! There are two sides of the world and evil is out there.





You need to decide what world you want to live in because we can create our own hell on earth by allowing a certain state of mind to take over. You need to decide to live not in the past or future.... but to live in the NOW. And look for the positive things in life. You will always be able to find things to be sad about, but what%26#039;s the point? Re-direct your energy to being in the present, not taking yourself so seriously, and looking at the good in everything.





If you like animals or children, try spending time around them because they can teach you a lot about life and what truly matters.



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